crazy crazy week!!!

last wensday my dad was really sick and we thought he had the flu well... my dad said his stomach hurts really bad where his inpendix are so my mom kept tellin him o no its just the flu well it never got better so that night my mom decided to take him to the ER and they took him in and did some tests on him.. when there where done with the tests the results came out and they said it was his inpendix so they admited him that night and in the morning they would do surgery on him. so the morning came and my mom woke me up about 6:40 saying she is going to go over to the hospital now.. so i had to stay home all day and tend my brothers. they did sergury on him a little bit before 8 and my mom kept waiting and waiting. finally he came out of the sergury and they took him to the recovering room. and he stayed there tell he woke up. well when he woke up the doctor came in and told my mom that when they where doing his sergury his impendix burst. so he had a drain in him.. and they admitted him to the hospita tell friday. so me and my brothers came over thursday night and they said he still has alot of infection in him so he is going to have to stay tell saturday now. so friday came and we went in and they came to check on my dad and they said k he still has alot in him.. so if something doesnt change your going to loose your husband they kept telling us that.. so then they said he was going to stay tell sunday.. and i was so upset cuz i didnt want to lose my dad... not someone who i really love.. i already lost 2 of the people who i truley love and i wont lose another one cuz if i do im going to break down.. cuz i cant stand losing people i love. its to hurtful!! but i wont lose another one.. my dad will fight!! i kept tellin him that. i said dad you cant do this to us.... you have to live!! you cant leave us yet... just not yet.. you still have to see me get married and walk down the ile and you still have to see your grandchildren.. you still have to teach me how to drive.. you have so much to teach me so you cant leave yet.. dad.. i need you more then you think!!! and dad your strong!! i know you are!! come on you have to fight you do!! and my dad was like barely awake and he just kept saying amber ill try.... my best to fight.... and i just bursted into tears because he seemed like it right there my dad wasnt going to make it... cuz he kept closing his eyes and i layed on him saying dad please dont leave yet.. please i need you!! please!! fight!! its all im asking for is to stay with us just a little bit longer.. come on u can do it.... and he just sat there with his eyes closed and then he fell asleep for a little bit and i started really crying cuz he was so weak... and my mom took us home... and i didnt want to go.. but i had to. i had to be strong for my mom. so we went home. my mom went back then came home late that night and then the next day it was a miracle!!!! his infection has gone way way down!!! and i was so so happy i started crying!!! so they said he could go home saturday.. so they took his drainer out that day and sent him home to us... so he could be home with us again. i was excited!!! you have no idea!!! i love my dad so so so much!!! im so happy he is doing so much better!! and im so greatful for that blessing!!! it was a mericale!!!! now he is doin just fine i think!! but i hope nothing like that happins to me again... cuz that was so painful just going in there to watch my dad die every sec of the day.. to to horrible to do that.. i was in so much pain... but things are better now!! hope i dont have to go through that for a long time now...