the 24th week and fairview!!

well my 24th week i went up to fairview to stay with my grandma and grandpa that i dont get to see much and with my uncles cuz its a tradition iv been staying with them every year around the 24th cuz we always go to the dirby and the rodeos and the kids rodeos cuz my brothers have rode sheeps and stuff. well this year we decided to go a little bit early this year so we could stay 6 days. this year was so diffrent! i didnt like it at all!!! so so much diffrent! my one uncle has moved to st. george with his girlfriend soon to be his wife so he wasnt down at my grandmas tell like 3 days after we got there.. so we couldnt play night games or anything we just had to sit up stairs and watch tv. and my other uncle just is to busy for us and he doesnt like palying night games any more so he isnt that much fun any more... and my cousin that came she just turned 18 and so she acts like she has to be all grown up and she just isnt that fun any more eaither... and it was just so diffrent and i kept getting left out sometimes and i feel like i have to impress my uncles so that they will like me like they like my cousins cuz they just leave me out so i feel like i have to impress them and i try my hardest to be fun and to be there and try my hardest so that they wil like me but its just not workin. this year is so weird. you know iv had the crapiest summer ever. like my summer has been awsome but at the same time really crapy.. why does life have to be that way ever sence my best friend died just more and more bad stuff happin to me its like they dont want my pain to go away people just want to keep hurting me and hurting me until i just drop dead!

i got really home sick to! like way bad! cuz that family just never included me really so i didnt feel loved or any thing so i just wanted to go home and cry... but then again the week was okay. we went to the dirby!! that was freakin awsome! im so glad my parents came this year. that way i didnt feel to sad! cuz i had them to talk to. but it was awsome! i took pictures and we did fireworks and stuff!!! and we played night games and we had some fun!! half was okay week and the other half was just a bad week. haha but we had fun!! and we got to eat pizza and ew.. im so sick of hambergers i have had them this whole week flat out!! i am so sick of them now.. haha and we got to go fishing! and me and my cousin got chased by 2 snakes and a bee and then i fell into a pile of red aunts!! that day was crazy and it was very scary! haha but my grandma was laughing! those snakes are just gross! i was freakin out! but that was pretty much my 24th week! oh yeah and the rodeo was awsome to! i like the bull riding! and my brothers did great on the sheep! well i hope every one had a better 24th of july better then i did!! lol

SUMMER ALMOST OVER!

WOW!! i cant belive how fast summer has gone by! only a month tell school starts.... great!! 9th grade how scary!! im terrified to say im a freshmen!! how sad... great!! grades start counting! oh boy so much fun... this summer has been so much fun!! except all the baby sittin i have done. but its worth cuz i have saved up 400 dollars to go shopping for school! cant wait! but i loved swimming, camping, hanging out with friends, sleepovers, family reuions, running, dancing, and chillin with cute guys. haha, going to rodeo's, mt pleasent, and still have more going.. cuz this week im going to be gone all week pretty much. monday dance then im going to seven peaks. then tuesday dance and then that night im leavin to go to fairveiw! and ill be up there tell sunday! cant wait so much fun up there. im going to a dirby on friday and my brothers are riding sheeps and calfs. its going to be awsome!! and then we will be riding horeses to cuz i have my own horse there. im excited to see her!! and my uncle and aunt are getting a new house here soon so ill be helping with that. and to much stuff i still have to do and we only have a month left.... how sad... but this summer is awsome! just wish i could be here for the 24th cuz i never am. i wish i was. but oh well... so much more to do and less time!!! cuz SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER! then back to school for another 9 months. well hope every one else had an awsome summer!!!

family reuion!!

i went to a family reuion yesterday! i just got back from it! havent been to this family reuion forever cuz i have always been in fairview when they palnned it but this year they planned it earlier so i could go this time! it was nice to see my whole family again! its crazy how people grow up so fast! but we have property up indian ola and thats where we have it every year and we always go camping and swimming and playing games and just visit. its always so much fun! and we go fourwheeling to!! thats always fun! cuz i can drive it now!!! i took this pic of a open view!! its really pretty up there! and its so green this year! thats a shocker that every thing would be so green cuz i thought it would be dead cuz its been so hot!! but about maby a week ago or something like that there was a fire up by indian ola i cant remember what the place was called but it got hit by lighting or something like that. but we where on our way up there and we could still see the fire! it was cool. then this is my little cousin on the fourwheeler! he is the cutest kid ever! every time i see him he just makes my day! cuz he is always happy to see me and im glad! cuz im always happy to see him!! me and my aunt took him on the fourwheeler! and he loved it! he was like laughting! it was so cute!! i couldnt stop laughing at him. then this is my family! we where all sitting by the camp trailer just resting and talking! you cant see the rest of my family but there all behind but this is my mom and dad sitting here. we always chill! it was so hot up there! but then it started to cool off and then it rained on us it sucked but then the clouds moved away and the sun came right back out and it was hot again. haha but i love camping! we always have fun camping! and i always take my grandpas fourwheeler and drive it all the time! i like takin my brothers and cousins on four wheeler rides. its the best!!!

this is my little cousin cokaley!!! he is so cute!! but he is one chunky baby!!! i love chunky babys! my dad was holding him up there! and he likes my dad he was being so good haha his face is so freakin cute!! he is almost 4 months old! but i had a fun fun time at the family reuion!!! cant wait for next year!!!!

china!

i got this foward on my phone sayin: "all retards in 2009 in september there all shippin you off to retard land so hurry little buddy i want you to run run fast little buddy hurry!! fwd to all your friends!" and when i got that foward i remembered last year in 2008 summer i got that fwd from calvin and i started laughing when i got it! and so i sent the same fwd back to him and i texted him sayin "oh geese!" and he just started laughing! and he was like run little buddy run!"and so i said "ok i will! but you better start running to" and he said okay i will. where are you running to?" and i told him im running to china and he goes "oh really i am to." and i was like sweet!" and he goes "yeah i can see you running" and i was like "oh i can see you to" and so we where "pretending" to go to china. and he texted me back sayin "oh crap!! i just ran into a chinese kid!" and i started laughing so hard! and i was like "really?" and he goes "yeah didnt you see it? oh crap here comes his dad he looks real pist i better run!" and i just burst out laughing again!! and i said "where you running to? and he goes "im going to a fire work store" and i said why?" and he goes im getting a cherry bomb so i can blow the kid up!!" and i was like "oh sweet i want to watch you do that!" and he goes "okay. here i go! wow! did you see that? i just stuck a cherry bomb down his throat! yes oh crap here comes his dad lets run for it fast!!" and i could not stop laughing it was so freakin funny!! and i was like "that was awsome! but you made the dad real mad now! we better book it!!" and he goes "okay i bet i can race you home!" and i said yeah right like you can catch up with me??" and he goes want to bet?" and i said "yeah" and he goes "k here i go haha now im a head of you!" and i was like not any more!" and he goes ha ha where home now and i kicked your butt!! lol" and i was like "oh geese calvin dang it you did win me! and he goes "yup told ya i would!" and then i said! "calvin you make me laugh so hard!! ha ha cuz he does alot!! but that was are trip to china over text. lol it was pretty awsome!! but its so funny cuz he loves to just blow up stuff! and i thought it was funny he said he blew up a china kid!! ha ha wow! that kid made me laugh so hard! ha ha but that fwd just reminded me of last year when he said that... ha ha but i really miss him!! i miss havin him around and i miss how he made every body laugh!!! he was such a great friend to me!! and still is!!!!!

staduim of fire!

well as i told you i got to dance in the staduim of fire! it was pretty awsome!! but real hard work! but totally worth it all!! so i dont have pic's right now cuz im trying to figure how to get them off my camra. but any ways thursday night was the night i started practices for the dance and im just glad it was not hot it was more cloudy. then after that night was over went home and went to bed cuz i had to get up at 5 in the morning to go practice again and holey cow i was there tell 6a.m tell 10p.m on friday!! it was so hot on friday! and we where practicing on fake grass so it was buring through my shoes and i had blisters on my feet it really hurt! and i got sun burned really bad to! and i even put a ton of sunscreen on! but then later around 5 we went over to the staduim of fire to do a rehersal and stuff! and we finally got done about 10 then i went home and i crashed and burned on the couch cuz i had to get up really early again at 5a.m but this time we didnt practice that long we just practice tell 12p.m but it was so hot so i got sun burned even worse! i was dying!! but after that practice i went home and got sleep and put cooling jell all over my sun burns. it felt good! but then we had to be at the staduim about 6 so i got up and got ready for it.

then when we got there they had to check are bags so all the water bottles we had they made us dump all our water out!! cuz they told us we had to use there's!!! it was so so stupid! i was so mad!! cuz there bottle of waters there where about 4 dollars!! it was redicouls!!! it was dumb!
but then we got in there and i was heading to the dressing room and then all a sudden you hear all these girls screamin so i was like whats going on?? and i found out the jonas brothers came in to go to the trailer and i guess they had a bunch of gaurds around them and all the girls where trying to get in there and see them. haha it was awsome! but then we danced and there was like millions of people there like a ton! and then we got to see the jo bros and watch fire works and we got to see the flag be burned!! that was cool to!! it was all awsome! i just love staduim of fire!! but probably my last time being in it! sad day!!!! but when i figure out my camra ill have to put up pic's.