ST. GEORGE!!

OK.... well.. sunday i just got back from st. george!! it was so much fun. i left thursday and got home sunday. i had alot of fun! so i went up there for my dance compition..

well.. so.. thursday i stayed home from school and packed like the whole day and went to the store and got stuff i needed and then came home then we left about 3 and made it there about 730 but thats onely cuz we stoped at gas stations and ate dinner so ya. then we got there. and my best friend who i knew sence she was born told me to hurry and get my swimming suit on and go swimming so i did. and the first day up there it was kinda cold.. but the pool was really warm it felt good. but then we got done about 10 and went up stairs and went to bed.

the next day witch is friday... it was my mom's birthday so we got up and ate breakfest and then went to the hotel and then i went swimming with my best friend again. and then went back up to my hotel and then i went shopping with my mom and we gave her her present and she opened it... and then that same day i had my dance compition so when we got done we went back to my hotel and i got ready and then we headed off to the college.. i had 4 dances that i was doin.. first up was my charcter dance.. then next was my jazz then next was my hip hop then my lyrical... it was so hard cuz they where so close to eachother and so we had to hurry and change... it was fast.. ha ha but then after that was done i went back and found out my best friends brother really likes my friend kimmy.. ha ha pretty funny! so ya.. but then my other 2 bests friends that where staying in a condo came over and swam with me and chey and austin. and that was alot of fun!! then we got kicked out of the pool cuz they where closing it.. so we went and stayed in my best friend hotel tell kadee and kimmy got there ride then there ride came and then we all went to bed.. i was so so tired and did not feel to well that day..

then saturday... we woke up.. ate breakfest.. and then this time my whole family came down and swam and we all went swimming.. it was fun! then we swam for like 3 or 4 hours ha ha then i went up stairs and got ready becasue me and chey and austin and kimmy and kadee and chey cousin where going to fesista fun! so i got ready then kimmy and kadee came over to are hotel to hang for an hour then kadee mom came and picked us all up and we all went to the fiesta fun!! and we got a all day pass thing.. and it was so much fun.. they had go carts there and bumper boats and golf and arcade and it was alot of fun!! we rode the go carts alot.. ha ha maby like 20 or 25 times ha ha but ya.. and it says no bumping or we will get kicked out but my friend austin kept bumpin into me and so i had just had to bump into him.. and we spun out alot to.. but we had so so much fun!!!! that was like the best time of my life!!! it was just a blast... and austin really liked kimmy ha ha and still does.. we where there for like 5 hours i swear.. haha but we had like no adults eaither.. that was the best part... ha ha but we never got caught bumping witch was good.. but my friends think im crazy driver but also fun!! then we rode the bumper boats and omg! did we get soaked.. ha ha we kept spraying eachother with these water things.. haha it was the best!! then we ate.. and k my friend chey had 2 mt dews that day and when we where eating she had another one.. and omg! she was so hyper but so freakin funny!! she made me laugh so hard but i think her brother thought she was a retarde... but omg.. i love her to death so is so funny but she was way way to hyper.. not even kidding you.. ha ha but it was funny!!! we had a blast at that feista fun!!! then we got picked up and went back to the hotel and we all went swimming again... and then we went to bed...

then sunday... we got up ate breakfest and then packed up and went home.. i didnt want to go home cuz i wanted to stay in the warm weather it sucked!! we went home in complete white out snow!! it was so bad.. when we where coming home.. but we made it home safe and sound... even though it was so freakin cold!! ha ha but i liked st. george.. i got sunburned and tan.. ha ha.. and i also found out i got 1st place in all my dances except hip hop we got 2nd.. we did so so much better this compition.. im proud!!!!!!!!!! well... this was an awsome trip ever!!! i didnt want to go home... but oh. well.. ha ha my favorite trip ever!!! it rocked!!!!!!!!!

excited!!!

well so today... my dad finally fixed my scooter!!! i was very excited! cuz k my motor scooter has been broken for about almost 2 years now!! and its cuz my back tire was going to fall off so i had to get a new one and so like when it very first broke i told my dad will you get the part please! and he said maby it depends on how much it costs and i said okay.. and then i would keep bugging him about every day... then he would keep tellin me ok ill look it up on the internet. and i kept sayin ok. and then he still wouldnt so i just said dad please!! and he still wouldnt.. he said that i would have to wait a while. and i was very sad cuz then i was bored.
so... i finally gave up askin him to get me the part!! cuz i know my dad his work is way more important then fixing his own kids stuff.. i mean i could have tookin it somewhere and had them fix it in like a day it wasnt really that hard to just freakin take a wheel off and put a new one on. but apparently to my dad it would take to much of his time to get his work done to fix my scooter. so i just gave up! and then finally christmas came and i knew exactly what i wanted and i said i want the new part for my scooter! so on christmas day i opened up my presents and finally there was the new part for my scooter!! i was so so excited! cuz i missed riding my scooter! so then i kept askin my dad if he would fix it and again he said NO! because it was winter and i wouldnt be able to ride it anyways so i had to wait another 2 months then it came to be sunny and i asked my dad i said hey will you fix my scooter cuz its sunny and of course my dad said NO! becasue he had to much work going on... and i said ok whatever. and i just kept bugging him about it!! and he said amber stop it! i promiss i will have it done in a week and i said ya right your work is to important for me any ways.. it will never be fixed might as well give up on askin you to fix it! cuz you will never! and he said oh stop it! it will to. and i said ya right! your such a lier! and he was like i promiss i will. and i said k whatever and i walked off. and then it came to be thursday and i said so... are you still going to fix my scooter and he said well i might not get to it this weekend becasue i have so much work going on. but ill try to fix it next week and i said you know what? i give up askin you so dont even plan on fixing it! cuz you promissed me this week you would fix it!! so dont even fix it! dont worry about me!! ill be fine! you just do your own work and leave me alone!! and my dad was like amber stop it right now!! and i said no i wont! cuz i know you!! and then i walked off!! and i went to talk to my mom and she was like i know if i knew how to fix it i would have had it done for you! becasue i know how much you want to ride your scooter and i said ya i know... but it wont ever happin and then soon i will be driving and then i wont want to ride my scooter any more.. so that part will be a waist of money. and my mom said ya i know.. so then later i finally decided to get back on my dad case and start bugging him again.. and finally this week he said he would fix it.. i wasnt plannin on it. cuz he has already turned me down before.. so i didnt think he would but he said if i picked up sticks he would fix my scooter so i picked up sticks today and he FINALLY!! got it fixed!!! i was so excited you have no idea!! but now.. this sucks we dont have any gas cuz i used it all today riding it. and so now you watch ill have to wait anther 3 months for my dad to go get gas so i can ride it again... well so much for fixing it!! cuz now its just going to be sitting in the garage tell we get gas!!!

MY NEW BABY COUSIN!!!

this is my new baby cousin right after he got out of his mommy tummy!! he is such a cutie!! they






named him cokely! ya kinda weird name! thats what i said!! ha ha he weighs 7lbs 13oz he is 21in long!! and he was born yesterday. may 17, 2009!! right on st. patricks day! coolest day ever!! i havent seen him yet. but i will soon!! i just seen pic of him! and he is really really cute!! my aunt is so lucky! k to all you that have had babys... think of this lucky and hard at the same time.. k she didnt have an epadurl or how ever you spell that because something is wrong and if she has one she will bleed to death and die so she couldnt have one of those so she was in so so much pain and she was crying and they said ok its time for her to start and i guess you could already see the babys head comeing out and she pushed once and he came out infact my mom said she didnt really push that hard and he was already coming out... how lucky! is that!! ha ha and she did just fine no problems or nothing!! she did just fine!!! but idk what that feels like cuz im too young and so ya... haha but he is so cute!!! but i was kinda mad i didnt get to go the hospital with my mom to see her have it!! but oh. well. im so excited cuz my aunt told my mom that she trusts me alot and she said i get to baby sit him alot.. i love baby sitting my cousins speacial when there little!! like me and my other little cousin who just like barely turned 1 he loves me to death and its just cuz i baby sat him like almost every day! and i still do!!! he loves me!! and i love him to!! im like is 3rd mother.. haha but he is a dawl to!!! there both very cute!!!

Here is another pic of him!! ha ha he looks grumpy in this one!! but my mom has a better one of him!! he has alot of hair! no joke!! but he is so cute!! and its like dark brown hair... such a dawl!! i cant wait to see him and hold him!! i just love babys there my fav!! i love to hold them. my whole intire family calls me a baby hogger!! ha ha cuz i always still all the little babys away!! but i cant help it! there just so dang cute!!! and i also love baby sittin them!! acutully to tell you the truth i just love baby sittin any kid even if there like 11 or 8 or like all sorts a age!! ha ha so if you need me to baby sit im always here... lol but ya... he is such a cutie!!!! i have been waitin for 9 months for this little cute kid to come out!!! oh ya and by the way just in case you didnt know he is a boy!! lol

The weather!!

I just love the new WEATHER! i hated the snow! but i love spring and summer. every time i wake up i can hear the birds chirping. and it just makes me so happy. every time i wake up! im like oh it sounds like spring to me!!! ha ha.. i love spring. the other day i acutully got to go outside and paly baseball. that was so much fun! i got to acutully go outside and run and just have fun! it felt so good. cuz i hate being stuck in the house its so boaring... but i had alot of fun! i cant wait to play football next!! that is also alot of fun!! i hope its done snowing.. cuz i love it hot! its like the right tempature now!! yesterday i got to go outside and Run and dance in my front yard... wow!! do i love spring and summer!!! sometimes i forget i can go outside. ha ha but im excited that its acutully startin to warm up! i can now take my little brothers to the park! fun fun!! im excited cuz my little brother is signed up for t-ball and i cant wait to go to all his little games and watch him play. i love watching little kids play there just so cute! and i love being there for all my brothers games. this will be a first to go to any of my brothers things cuz they havent done nothing. so this will be a first.. but my brother is really excited to play to!! and he is onely 6 years old!! how fun!!! well so glad about the WEATHER!!!!

life!

well... you know how life is always so crazy well i found that out like in 6th grade... and i hate it.... so much has happined to me this year i dont even like this year one bit... but you know nothing will ever be the same... never will... you cant do nothing about it... like i tell my friends the same thing over and over... and i just keep saying it over and over and over.... and they dont know what to say to me any more.. cuz its the same thing over and over... and they dont know how to help me. like they tell me stuff and i try to put there words into my life so it will help me but i just cant do it... it never works cuz i go right back up to being sad or something else bad happins... its so hard.... but there is nothing you can do about it.. my family trys to help me.. my friends... i mean every one.. but nothing works any more... i wish this could just get all better by now.. im so sick of feelin all this pain.. im sick of bein sad.. i know i can change it.. and i have alot of times. just like my great grandma told me... like at the christmas party right before she died.. she said amber... dont let any one bring you down.. your as pretty as the rest of the people... amber i love you... if someone is bringing you down ignore.. it walk away.. dont let them bring you down like that. your my great grandaughter... you have alot of talents your just as good as the rest of the world. i love seeing you dance. your so good at it. but just remember amber im always here for you. and always have that beatuiful smile on your face. always dont let no stupied people bring you down. your smarter then them.. if your feelin sad always remember this that i love you so much and your my sweetheart grandaughter who i can count on. your always there for me amber your always helpin me out with the little kids your just so great to me!!! i love you so much!! i love your smile and your happieness!! every time i see you or you walk through my house you always have the cutest smile on your face and that just makes me happy right away. amber you always make me way happy every time i see you!! and i love that about you. you are very speacial to me!! you never forget that. ever! just always smile even if it hurts. you can always cry but just remember always put that cute cute smile on. it will make me so happy!! i love you very much.. just like your great grandpa did... well always have the best memories forever and ever!! ill never forget my grandpa or my grandma never forget what my grandma told me... i try to be as happy as can be... i really do but sometimes i just have to break down and cry. cry cry... cuz it always helps me well at least sometimes it does... but you know life is crazy any more and i just about had it with my life.... it pretty much sucks... but im getting used to all this bad stuff happining in my life... well sorry i just had to get this out.. but i miss you grandma and grandpa!! and calvin!!!!!!

dance compition!!!

well saturday i had a dance compition at thanksgiving point... and i was so excited cuz this is my 1 compition this year and so i was way excitning and i was doin 4 dances. and so we danced them all and at the end i found out i got 3rd places on all my dances!! its so sad but my dance teacher said that this was a hard compition cuz we where against the dancers who freaken dance 7 hours every day!! now that would suck but of course there going to be that good if they dance 7 hours every day! cuz i dance 5 hours a week and if we have practice its like 7 or 10 hours a week.. and so there going to be way better then us.. but sericaly who wants to dance 7 hours every day? that would be so tiring and i would be sore every day!! and how would you get your homework done? but... i guess they love dancin like i love dancin so much and i want to become a dance teacher or a famous dancer but... still wow!!! ha ha thats all i gotta say!! well i have another dance compition coming up again in st. george in like 25 days so i hope this one goes better!!! ha ha well wish me luck!!