my crazy week!!!

o my heak!! i can never hang out!! these past few months are going to be crazy for me!!! ugh!! well compitions are coming up and its just going to be crazy!! im not ready for these 4 months ha ha.. well this week..... k so... last friday is when it got crazy k first friday night went to the school dance didnt get home tell about 11 then saturday big huge fight with my family and a sucky day... went to my friends house arianas and then went to the mall... then my dad came and picked me up from the mall and i went home and baby sat tell... like 9 or 10 then the next day.. i got up for church went to church.. then came home and baby sat.. then monday.. i had dance early in the morning and then got done with that and came home and baby sat again... and then that night went to the buck outs. and now today tuesday im baby sittin then got to do my homework.. and then tomorrow i have dance all day.. then thursday i have dance all day then friday.. i have babtisim for the dead then saturday i have dance again and then a baby shower and then sunday church and then monday dance and then my list can go on and on and on and on... but its just so crazy i dont have no time to hang out any more!! and its going to be that way for a while.... o yay!! :( well.... this is my crazy week and going to be like this for the past 4 months cuz compitions are coming up and i have one next saturday and wow!!! crazy crazy!!

my cool dream i had!!!!!

like 3 or 4 days ago i had the weirdest dream ever! dont ask my why i dreamed this but its weird and i liked it at the same time and i thought it was pretty cool... k so my dream was that i died and i was in heaven k let me tell you heaven is so freakin cool well the way i dreamed it! it was cool!!! it was like town up there and they where working and every thing and when i showed up no one saw me like there where busy and so no one like said hi to me or nothing and i was kinda freaked out but then i saw my grandma up there and talk about she was young!! and i went over there and i talk to her and i was like hey grandma! and she turned around and she was all like o hey amber!! how r u? and just talking to me like that... and i said o im doing good.. im so glad i can see you now and my grandma was like i know and then i asked her where calvin was and she said turn around and so i turned around and she goes go talk to him so i went over there and i was like omg!!! hey calvin!!!! and he was like hey.. who r u? and i was like o my heak!! dont you remember me amber? and then he liked screamed and was like omg!! yes hey amber!!! and then he gave me like a big hug!! and i was like wow!! its so good to see you again! and he was like i know i missed ya!! and i was like i know me to! and he was like ya i know i could tell... lol and i was like ya.. and then he was like pushing a barrowl and ran over some kids toe and was like ha ha i just ran over your toe and then the kid started crying and then calvin was like o did that hurt and the kid was like yes and he started crying even more.. and then he was like o im sorry then the kid just ran off and told his mom and then i asked calvin where boomer was and he was like o some where fetchen a bone and i was like okay then... lol and then i like left and this is the cool part i think of the dream!!! wowza!!! k any ways!! i went and talked to heavenly father!! but it was so werid cuz i couldnt see his face!! it was just i big shiney white blank spot!! i could see his body but not his face!! it was werid and his voice was like low and manly and he told me welcome daughter to heaven!! and i was so excited!! like way excited that i got to talk to him but then i woke up!! how sad is that?!?!? right at the good point i woke up!! geese that makes me so mad that i did that!! ha ha but i thought it was so cool... wow i cant wait to go to heavin that was just amazing!!! every one is so happy up there... there is no drama every one is just laughing and o my heak!! i just can not wait to be up there with my heavenly father again!!!